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It's all realtive right? Yes, there are lots of people who are in worse shape than I. Yes, I saw 'that guy' at Craig who could only move his eyes. I rolled past him several times a day, and I couldn't help but think to myself "boy it must suck to be that guy". I was never happy that I was less injured than that guy, I just knew that would suck more. It's too bad they have a wall around the top of the parking garage, I thought, because if I was like that I would surely throw myself off. Then I wondered how I would do so, not being able to move at all but to blink my eyes. So that being that, I know there are people worse than me. I am not one of them. I am just me, trying to deal with my new life while not forgetting my old one. I still remember how easy everything once was. When I say everything, that's what I mean. In time, I imagine I will forget, and the daily frustrations will not be so frustrating anymore. Someday the pain will go away, and I won't spasm all over the place either. I don't expect that day to come anytime soon. I once wanted to walk, or feel, or not twitch, or whatever. As time passed I wanted less and less. Tomorrow morning maybe I will wake up pain free. That's all I want now. ALPINE GRAVITY RESEARCH ª,
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