I woke again and went outside to push my chair around a little bike path near the house.. I took a couple otterpops and went around the block a couple times. The otterpops froze my mouth, but that's about all that happened. My back was still buggin' the hell outta me when I got back. Somehow I got to sleep.

Then I woke again and was unable to go back to sleep. All I could do was twitch my back as if I was wearing a burlap shirt on a hot and sweaty day. I sat in bed as I couldn't lay down and tried to sleep sitting up with nothing touching my back. You can guess that worked like a delivery truck with square tires. Yeah. More tired than I've ever been in my life and I can't sleep because of some bullshit going on with my back.

Some drug interaction? I dunno but I damn near called the ambulance several times, but I figured what the hell would they be able to do for me? Plus by that time it was too late to get there and get done before I had to get to the appointments for the day. Christ this sucks.

So I slept most of today, and the only reason I'm awake right now is the fact that this shit is happening again. Can't lay down, very tired, can't sleep sitting up. Nice huh?

I need to get up and eat something.. Ya right. I need to clean the house up a little. Not gonna happen either. I need to have some 'more pills. Better make thatt happen. The ferrets are getting their new better shinier cage tomorro so they *should* be makin' less messes for me. My belly still aches and I feel like I'm gonna hurl. Never do tho, Figures. As bad as it is when you do, you always feel better after right? I looked in on the boys in their palace today and guess what I found? The 1/2 roll of Charmin from the bathroom. Dunno how or why the hell they wanted / got it up there, but they did.

I'm watching the building of the Airbus A-370 and reliving the "dream" I had in the ICU of traveling from Austrailia to Kentucky to have my back fixed. Remember that? Anyway, they're makin' the wings in England, the body in France, the Something in Germany... Then shipping it all to another place to put it all together. I can't help thinking while watching all that "why don't WE wever do anything cool like that here in the United States"? We never do. Hillbilly mud bog truck races? Sure. Something that effects the way life happens on a worldwide scale? Never.

Ok, my back is reeeeeeally bothering me and my ass is starting to hurt from sitting up (figures) so I better get up and get pills and food and shit like that. Hopefully after I'll be able to sleep.
This sucks. Why is it so great for me to be alive again?